Monday, May 18, 2009

Perspective

Recently, I have been feeling depressed about the state of my economy.  I'm currently unemployed (26 tenure track applications and 3 visiting applications) with no apparent prospects.  I have begun to pack some of my belongings as I am selling some of my furniture and I had to move out of my office on campus.  Packing without a clue as to where you are moving is a bit weird.  I think I have a part-time summer job that will at least pay my rent and put food on my table (although not much more than that), but I received my last paycheck on May 8 and I don't know when another is coming.

However, as I walked to the mailbox this afternoon, something happened that completely changed my perspective.  There was a couple, who didn't appear too much older than myself digging through one of the dumpsters in my townhome complex.  As soon as the couple saw me, they made a beeline for their vehicle, so I was not able to see if I could be of help to them.  This encounter made me grateful that I am where I am.  I may not know what the future holds and I may not be financially stable right now, but there are many people in the world who have less than myself.  One might say that my experience this afternoon was a reality check.  I am now much more thankful for what I do have.  Although I'm still worried about the future, I have a new perspective.  I'm also on the lookout for the couple who was digging through our dumpster - maybe I can help them in the future.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Not knowing is always hard isn't it?

When my husband is done with his PHD we might very well end up gypsies if the economy hasn't improved...... having gained a lot pf perspective myself living over here I also am no longer worried about that possibility.

I came across a site the other day of a man who only his motorcycle, one bag, and his dog. He rides across America taking amazing photos and sells or trades them to the locals. He is content.